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Fundraising: Why I love it.

October 27, 2009 daniellui 3 comments

I’m taking a week off campus this week to fundraise. I get a lot of panicked responses when I tell people this.

My greek professor is an extremely bubbly version of the Colonel from KFC. He always has hilariously stupid Christian jokes and puns, and an unwavering joy when he is teaching. Our first week of Greek, everyone filed into the classroom with anxiety weighing down on them. For many seminarians, Greek is one of those necessary but long-avoided classes. Learning a new language after the teenage years is one of the hardest things to do.

But my professor’s smile was uncanny. He just smiled, looked around, and said- “Guys, we’re going to make this work. Greek is fun!”

And this has been his motto this whole quarter. Some smirk, some chuckle to themselves every time he says it. But he really believes it with all his heart. And he says it straight to our faces with an unflinching smile, no matter how cynical the seminarians in his class are.  The funny thing is that it has become… fun.

Fundraising seems to be in the same stream for a lot of people in ministry. People dread it. It keeps people from wanting to do ministry. Friends and families who know me automatically think it’s the most troubling part of my ministry.

I, however, have taken up my Greek professor’s stance. I tell people that I love fundraising. In fact, it might be one of my favorite parts of being an InterVarsity staff worker.

Sometimes, it doesn’t seem to be what I’m really feeling. But I take it as a statement of faith- that every time that I really am not liking fundraising, I just say it to other people, while praying to God that he would make it a reality in my heart.

But the truth is… I do love fundraising. It helps me remember that I am not alone. It reminds me that this ministry that God has placed in my hands is not just in my own hands, but is in His hands and the community that He surrounds me with. Fundraising isn’t some financial practice to me. It is a deeply spiritual and social act for me. It is my confession that ministry isn’t about charging forward alone, but it is about going forward with community.

I refuse to take the stance of despair and depression when it comes to fundraising. I refuse to fundraise out of desperation. That is a beggar’s stance. I choose to fundraise as a way of confessing my faith to Jehovah Jireh, who I confess as my King, good father and provider in all things. I choose to create a culture where fundraising is not a burden, but what gives our spirits life and energy- where we no longer sarcastically call it “character building”, but really mean it when we say it- to say with earnestness that fundraising is how God changes our hearts and stokes a passion for the campus that I am called to with greater fire than I could ever imagine.

“Guy’s, we’re going to make this work. Fundraising is fun!”

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New NBC show!

August 30, 2009 daniellui Leave a comment

There is a new NBC comedy called Community. It’s about community colleges. I think I will either be really offended by it or laughing my pants off. I hope the latter :) . Anyways, I’m glad that my ministry context is getting some publicity.

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An Explanation

August 26, 2009 daniellui 1 comment

For those of you wondering why these latest posts are blocked…

I’m blogging my daily prayer requests for people who are on my email list for InterVarsity. Some of the prayer requests are very personal or may have sensitive information which I would not want the whole world reading. If you would like to read these posts, you’ll need to email me and ask.

If you are an MCC, Palomar or CSUSM student, sorry, I won’t be able to let you see these posts. You can ask me personally for any thoughts and observations I have ;) . And just know there is a huge amount of prayer going up for you guys :) .

BUT, i’ll let you see some pictures.

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A Thousand Questions

August 15, 2009 daniellui 1 comment

I’ve been so busy lately. Haven’t run in two days, just scrambling to get things ready for the beginning of the school year (Aug. 24!).

So because i’m too tired to write, this is a pretty intense video Ryan Pfeiffer, our new Divisional Director showed us during our divisional meetings. May it bless you.

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(my?) Heritage

August 2, 2009 daniellui Leave a comment

As I sat on the Boston subway (affectionately named the “T”), the age was what was most apparent about this place. It is old. Dusty streets, cracked and cobbled sidewalks, dank subway tunnels… There is something old about this place. It’s full of memory and legacy.

When I think of America, all I get is this strange Californian version of it all. Everything seems newer, and all the old things are memories of a frontier culture where manifest destiny pushed America further and futher. Although quite a cultural and economic center today, it’s history seems placed strangely on the fringe.

This is the first time for me experiencing an America that seems to have a history that doesn’t involve a Spanish mission.

The question that has been rumbling in my head to the rhythm of the subway tracks is this… what part of this heritage is mine? The Boston tea party, the American revolution, Paul Revere… is it really mine? Is this history mine? As an Asian-American, can I take a grasp of this?

Perhaps it’s a trip of rediscovery of a side I take for granted as an Asian-American these days… my American side. Does this history of revolution and independence apply to me? For a member of an immigrant population that has arrived relatively late in this nation’s history, what do these things mean for us?

People keep coming up with different ways to define what it means to be Asian-American… indirect, face, community, language… I think those things are great. But what if being Asian-American was something on a much larger scale? Perhaps being Asian-American is the experience of dialogue that comes from the confluence of multiple narratives. We are the collision of histories, traditions, legacies and heritages. The Asian-American culture is the simultaneous incompatibility and blending of different contexts. It is the navigation of these contradictions.

Perhaps this is where Asian-Americans are at an advantage to bless the world. In one aspect, our disorientation between narratives makes it easier for us to grasp the disorienting nature of the gospel narrative. On the other hand, our reorientation between narratives gives us the ability to translate the disorienting narrative of the Gospel in ways that silence the dissonance of the Gospel to our cultures.

shrug. Been chewing on this for a while, still chewing on this.

more thoughts later.

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vice verses

July 9, 2009 daniellui 3 comments

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Where is God in the night sky?
Where is God in the city light?
Where is God in the earthquake?
Where is God in the genocide?

Where are you in my broken heart?
Everything seems to fall apart
Everything feels rusted over
Tell me that you’re there

I know that there’s a meaning to it all

A little resurrection every time I fall

You got your babies, I got my hearses
Every blessing comes with a set of curses
I got my vices, I got my vice verses
These are my vice verses
These are my vice verses

-switchfoot

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